I haven't blogged for a while...
But when I try to think of what happened in the last ... however long back... all I end up wanting to talk about is life... why the hell do we do this... keep hoping and living... BUT I won't talk about that... instead I tried to think of something funny...

Well... this is not a funny story but something that's fresh on my mind... so here it is...

So over the few weeks, I met some really nice people from church. I even found people who gets together every Thursday to watch Grey's Anatomy. Anyway, on Wednesday, I tried to do everything... work, go to a car dealership and try to bargin for a car and then go to Vish's parents house to say bye until 2-3 in the morning just to wake up at 4am to see them go to the airport and make it for 9am meeting... Anyhoo... I was tired... but most of all, I drank too much coffee and got all wired... So going back to Wendesday night... I left a laptop, company laptop, at someone's car... someone was from church... anyway, I really really needed it back so I call to pick it up on Thursday... unfortunately, when I watch TV... well I forget everything, including time, who's around and how I WAS SUPPOSE TO PICK UP MY LAPTOP... anyway, at 11pm I remembered... this person with my laptop sleeps around 10 or 10:30... so being desperate to get my laptop, I called him... He was really upset... I felt so bad about it... but I think it was one of the first time, that I got yelled at by someone I don't even know very well... When I went to pick it up, he said he wanted to have a serious talk with me later and I couldn't tell if he was joking or not... Anyway, I felt sick... and left my phone (this time phone) at another (different) person's car... I think lack of sleep and too much coffee definitely played a big part in rachel being so clumsy... but seriously... After rolling my tiny little brain around for a while, I found this 'phone' guy's # and called him up in the morning... also to get short cold replies... I really need to work on getting my act together... and try not to get yelled or get cold shoulder by people I don't even know well... And work on really getting upset about all this... I should be more upset then anything right?? I mean, I didn't mean to leave my stuff around everywhere... Since this is MY blog.. I am just going to think they are jerks :) Eventhough I don't know if I know them well enough to call them names... maybe Korean people are more short tempered and really hot and cold? At least I AM not like that :)

Oh, What a night....